Thursday, October 22, 2009

The past year has flown by in a blur of travel, friends and adventure. I am at a point in my life where I beleive with confidence that dreams can be realized with hard work and determination. I have focused on pursuing my immediate passions and in the past few years I’ve thrown myself into the art of photography, learning to surf and rock climb; traveling without restraint. These are a collection of photos that portray my desire to capture the beauty of life: the faces, culture and scenes from the Rocky Mountains of Colorado, Cambodia, Vietnam and the Pacific west coast. 

Daniel discovering unclimbed boulders. Grenadiers, CO.


River scene. Nha Trang, Vietnam.


Graveyard where my great-great grandfather and mother are buried. Guildford, England.


Twins Daniel and Jakob rest at base camp at 13,000 feet. Vestal Peak, Colorado.


Stump from logging days past. Olympic Peninsula, WA.


Indigenous girl from mountainous region of Vietnam.


Autumn ferns. Olympia, WA.


Continental Divide, CO.


Cassis, France.



Local boy. Phnom Phen City Dump, Cambodia.



My current residence. Big Sur, CA.

Friday, May 15, 2009

The truth be told.


I’ve been getting a lot of questions lately and I thought I’d lay out my current status for all you curious cats. This is a good summation of how I've been spending my time here in earth. For the past few years, after taking a long awaited leap out of the comfortable nest of Bellingham, WA, I have been bouncing around this planet, fulfilling my previously suppressed nomadic urges. Focus has not come easily but it feels closer than ever.
I left WWU in spring 2007, where I had been studying environmental journalism and science. After being bitten by a strange and wondrous Costa Rican travel bug and being fed up with massive, impersonal science lecture halls, I took a somewhat random job offer to nanny for a family on the Hawaiian Island of Kauai. As the 5 weeks of the originally planned time frame neared an end, I watched the calendar with dread. I did not want to leave.
One morning, after toying with the idea of pushing my plane ticket back, I woke up and decided to stay. I’d never felt more sure of anything in my life. I knew I wanted to get to know the rich island culture, learn to catch waves, and eat fresh fruit everyday. So I decided to stay for the rest of the summer…then the fall as well…and the winter…maybe the spring?
11 months later, I had learned to surf, could easily navigate the 25 square mile island by hitchhiking and could understand a bit of dakine pidgin. Sure, maybe it sounds like I was a surf bum, but that island taught me more about myself, work ethic, culture, friendship and life than I had gathered from the previous 22 years. I also performed an internship with Save Our Seas, a local marine conservation organization where I learned that I never want to try to write, edit, photograph, and design a publication entirely by myself again. EVER. I made some amazing friends and will never deny that my time on Kauai changed me forever.
I love that small volcanic rock in the middle of the Pacific with all my heart…but I had to leave. It was for my sanity. After feeling the suffocation and claustrophobia of “island fever,” I increased my work load and started stuffing my piggy bank with travel funds. I worked hard as a server and tour guide to buy a digital SLR and a plane ticket from Quito to Panama City from Guatemala City back home to Seattle to catch my darling Jasmine‘s wedding. My 2 month journey was fast paced but filled with wonderful moments with great friends. I loved the freedom of traveling solo but felt a lack of purpose (except while volunteering at the phenomenal Bilsa Biological Reserve in Ecuador, of course.)
Back in the Pacific Northwest, I transferred to the Evergreen State College where I immediately started to scheme how to use an academic disguise to travel…but I also completely clicked with the school’s innovative curriculum and style of teaching. I learned more in 3 months at Evergreen than 3 quarters at WWU. I studied with the interdisciplinary Environmental Health program, where I learned how toxic chemical’s abundance are taking a toll on human health and our environment. I realized I could combine my passions for environmental science and human rights. I finally began to feel focused as I saw my commitment to better the world begin to mesh in both realms of the environment and humanity. With overwhelming scientific proof, the fact cannot be denied that the environment affects our health as much as our existence affects the environment. We are not separate.



I became interested in the issue of Agent Orange after studying how chemicals can have severe adverse health effects and I began searching for international examples. I was drawn to the issue because of it’s severity, the lack of public knowledge, my own country’s disregard for responsibility after the Vietnam War and perhaps the fact that 40 years after the initial application babies are still born with deformities. I don’t think that is a fair existence. (If you want more info about Agent Orange: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agent_Orange

So as I write, I am en route to Vietnam, where I will be doing an independent research project about the adverse health effects of Agent Orange and what scientific studies could be implemented to remediate the dioxin that still contaminates the once pristine jungles of Southeast Asia.
On Tuesday, I’m flying into Hanoi where I will meet with the Veteran Associate for Victims of Agent Orange and visit the Dioxin research laboratory. I’ll then make my way south where I will work with the Hue Medical School and their studies on this issue.My ultimate goal is to raise awareness about overlooked environmental issues and to reiterate the point that the years gone by do not simply dissolve. You cannot bury the past.
I owe much appreciation and thanks to my family and friends who have helped me struggle through this challenge. I’ve received an amazing amount of support from my friends and family who have given me so much to be thankful for. I could not possess the courage to pursue my passions if it were not for your love and encouragement. I am so lucky to have an incredible network of friends and family that never fail to stand behind me and my endeavors.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

If not us, then who? If not now, then when?


I was recently granted the opportunity to travel to Pasadena, California for the Amnesty International Conference. It was a wonderful experience to be around so many passionate people who truly believe their choices will change the world.

I feel I have finally found that my ambitions lie in the field of environmental justice. There are so many injustices in this world that include human rights and the natural world. I'm going to focus my studies on the adverse effects of the environment and how they shape human health.

My studies at the Evergreen State College have allowed me to academically pursue my interests in science, social justice, international affairs and photography. 

After the AI conference, with the companionship of two amazing girls who I had grown close with over the weekend, the Metro led us through the concrete grid that makes up LA. Our mission: get to Venice Beach before dark. 



LA is a city pulsating with culture. I gained a new found perspective of this concrete jungle. 
I had the opportunity to photograph some amazing people. The faces you discover on Venice beach are not easy to forget. There is a story behind every pair of eyes.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

The journey to Bilsa Biological Reserva





After 3 hours on the bony back of a mule, in a state of delirium, I took a moment to realize where I was in the world and how I came to be on this strange trek.

The journey to Bilsa is not for the meek traveler. After a 6 hour bus ride from Quito you must ride a door-less truck, known as a rancho, for another 2 hours, with salsa music blaring at full volume. The truck bumped along stopping every 5 minutes. Men hung off the sides, women miraculously breastfed their babies while I could hardly help from being tossed side to side. The loud music gave the odd scene an exciting flavor and the surrounding jungle grew thicker as we climbed into the lowlands of Esmeraldas province, northwest Ecuador.

We arrived at La Ye de la Laguna which is basically a Y in the road, a town that consists of 2 restaurants, one phone booth and 4 houses. We pulled into the center of the town and children, old men and women gathered around to watch me struggle to pull my backpack from the roof of the rancho.

A woman soon asked if I was a voluntario and I nodded. She screamed, ´MAXIMO!´ in no direction in general but an elderly man looked up from playing with some kids. He instructed me to climb into the back of a pickup truck and soon we were flying over hills splashing through mud puddles. The sky began to glow pink. They dropped me off at a farm where they told me I would sleep for the night. As far as I could tell this was a family´s simple home. They looked somewhat confused as if they were not expecting a guest for the night. They asked me to wait one minute and they cleared out a room, swept and (hopefully) changed the sheets. The farm house, owned by the Zambrano family, was filthy but my concrete room was complete with a mosquito net (my only concern.) I warily gazed around for militious mosquitos, recalling that the area is known for having high rates of malaria. Chickens and ducks waddled by and curiously looked into my room. I closed the door to get some privacy from their beady eyes.

I started to walk toward the Languna but the road seemed to never end and I started to grow hungry. I did meet many locals passing by who wanted to know who this gringa rubia was and where she was from. I returned just in time for a dinner of rice, omelet and plantains. It was delicious. I finished my meal and tried to create a broken-Spanish conversation with the family. Suddenly, a bat flew in and began to circle the room. They chuckled as I flinched when the creature flew toward my face. Obviously a common occurrence.

The next day I awoke early to explore the farm. I emerged into the sunlight and saw two small silhouettes tramping through the mud towards the house. The niece and nephew of the house seemed ready to be my under aged guides. Liliana, 5 and Marcelos, 4 eagerly directed me to the deep into the property.


¨Que lindoMarcelos exclaimed at every creature and plant he showed me. These kids were so entertained by pigs, chickens, cacao, butterflies and a small river they convinced me to cross. It was a great surprise to spend time with these wonderful children.

I caught another truck back to La Ye, where I was told to wait for Don Almado and meet him at 11am. After a few hours of waiting I began to question my mission. He showed up around 2pm and needless to say I was ready to leave. La Ye is not a great place to spend a day. It was hot and muggy and mangy dogs roamed too close for comfort.

The road to Bilsa Biological Reserve is 14 kilometers and thick with mud. The thin road follows a ridge through the lowlands of Ecuador´s Esmeraldas province. The layers of trees produce shades of green I did not know existed.

We loaded up the mules and began down the muddy road. At first I wondered why we could not just walk. The mules were excruciatingly slow. I thought to myself...I could walk faster than this...

They avoided the mud at all costs and would walk on the edge of cliffs to say away from the deep parts. I soon discovered why the road is not manageable for 2 human feet alone. 4 legs are a necessity.

In some places the mud was unavoidable and it came up the mule´s chest. I was soon splattered in mud but enjoying the ride. I couldn´t seem to get the hang of the increased speed and angle as the mules trotted downhill. At one point the saddle slide off the mule´s back sideways. Don Almado ran to push me up right and finally told me to lean back. With my new found skill, I felt like I could ride anywhere.

Night gently fell and the green hills faded to black. Tiny lights sprinkled the sides of the path. Small glowing insects gave the illusion of lanterns in the distance.

After the 5 hour mule ride, my joints ached and I felt very sympathetic for the mule´s amazing feat of endurance.

Finally, with a sign of relief and exhaustion, we reached a small painted sign that simply said Bilsa Biological Reserva. We entered the barbwire gates and stumbled with numb legs down a boardwalk toward the light. I could hear a dog barking and guitars rhythmically playing.

After a brief introduction we learned the first and foremost rule at Bilsa; wash your boots before anything else. Everything at Bilsa revolves around mud.


I met the other volunteers and I scarfed down a delicious dinner. Little did I know what good friends these people would become and how I would relish each meal at Bilsa.
During the next two and a half weeks I would learn the techniques of hiking through mud, spotting birds through thick forest, climbing waterfalls, catching frogs at night, and savoring cold showers.

It was the beginning of some of the best two weeks I´ve experienced so far...Bilsa es mi corazon.

Friday, April 25, 2008

Farewell Kauai!





I will miss Kauai so much. I've learned so much about life in general on this green volcanic rock in the middle of the Pacific.


 I've made many great friends, had some interesting interactions and discovered myself here.
Don't worry, Kauai, I'll be back.